widowselinda, I read your message here. How sad:( Welcome to our family here... I have been a family member here on Aidpage for a few years now. I find Aidpage is the BEST site on the internet. Hope you feel this way too. You are at the RIGHT place to 'maybe' get the answers you need for the help you need... Trust me! You are Not alone. We All have various issues/problems in our lives and that is why we are here to talk it out in hopes too Get answers... Today, I hope things are better for you? Feel free to send a message back... Take care, Sandra35